It's Isla's 11th month birthday today and she will leave for the US tomorrow. Oh, the thought of it makes me teary-eyed. I'm really trying to not give in to my emotions because if I would, I wouldn't stop. I would really, really, really miss her. And I now feel the urgency to be with her coz there's very little time left. I don't want her to sleep! I look at her, and I want to cry. I MISS HER ALREADY! She's the sweetest, smartest, and funniest ever..